What if being a mother is my life destination but I'm only a teenager?

Is there a counselor or trusted adult at school you could speak to? Also, a lot of communities do actually have government run therapy offices and things like that. Someone like a school counselor or even your family doctor might be able to help you find some help like that if you tell them that you're experiencing depression. I am very glad to hear that you're smart enough to know that now is not the right time in your life for you to begin a family. I wish you all the best.